I was born in Carazinho (Rio Grande do Sul - Brazil), on September 28th, 1931.
I am semiliterate, so I ask those who have studied not to consider my grammatical or orthographic mistakes. I could write with sophistication by engaging someone trained, and if I do not, it is because I do not want to distort my authenticity. Obviously, a final adjustment by a Legal Advisor will be done so as not to fall in causa turpis of others.
As an incorrigible romantic, I prefer songs and messages that incite to dream.
As I understand, singing is not yelling to show how strong voice is, but certainly to feel, modulate and perform the lyrics.
I have an innate capacity to compose melodies, words and poems.
I am an extrovert, loyal, real, affectionate and discreet person that knows when to talk, listen and keep it to myself, which made hundreds of people not to hesitate in opening their Hearts to me, being able to think in a loud voice with me.
I have got a childlike personality; I think that it is because I was never able to live as a child, as I grew up unknowing what is usual to children: Toys, dolls, bicycles and others.
Never during my turbulent life, did I practice a single act of evilness or something that could disturb my conscience, and coming up from this calm, I maintain the assertion of my unquestionable dignity.
False accusations flood me into terror, these where not absent since my childhood.
Respect and education are part of my nature and I implement them constantly, something rare to see nowadays. I stand open-mouthed when hearing strong words said without any decency, by young people, and frecuently by senior people too, even on television.
Respect: someone who has not it for himself, will not have it for others either.
Hate, resentment, envy, egoism, hypocrisy and similar negative aspects are incompatible with my character, but I know them, as I received lots of them.
A few months ago I could describe myself as a healthy woman and so I look like, but I am under medical care in several specialties, including a surgery, that had not been by… it would have been unnecessary.
As fun, I like swimming, dancing, singing, playing solitaire, squash and volleyball. My friends -L.U.S.- laugh at me when I mention how old I am. It is certainly apparent, as dynamism I have much of it (or I had), something that I will recover soon.
I thought I was born only to be a housewife, mother and wife, but Destiny conjugated a parallel of different ways.
In my house everything is in order, clean and full of flowers, the kitchen being my favourite place.
I do nothing obliged to, but happily, in order to be useful and to be accomplishing what is expected from me.
I do not consider myself as a writer, but writing attracts me, sometimes doing it in metaphors.
I do not mistake culture for education and vice versa.
I always walked unknown through the streets (but never more since 1992).
I do not shout when I speak even though in the familiar environment, where no impolite words are used.
Whenever I give my word, I keep it.
I took from mother-life what I considered bad, and I stored it up to remember that it has not to be practiced.
I never betrayed, not even in thoughts. Lovers? Neither did I have them because I consider this as a negative factor. If the union has no sense, the separation will be better.
But the readers will ask: "Is Valentina the way she says?". I am not who says that, but those who know me well and with whom I agree:
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Yes, I am this way and I Do Exist.
To Exist does not mean to be able to think.
To Exist is to Be!
And to Be is not an emotional question, but a way of behaviour.
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"Negative aspects” I have but they are not exclusively mine: Total credulity at first sight to whoever gets close to me, that I am in front of a good person. Not to perceive that when I help someone, he/she could abuse of the generosity that was born with me. I never suspect that betray can be underneath supposedly meek and candid appearances. I am faithful to the thought that the hand that feeds never will be bitten. Not having prevailed the legality and exercise of my rights before justice, as trust worthy and honest citizen that I never left to be.
One of the strongest “faults” is to feel myself greatly ashamed of others. I am incorruptible. I refused to accept when I was tempted to be corrupted and extorted; this caused big moral and financial damages to me.
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But I won and I shall Win.
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MY LIFE
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It is full of diverse shades. To describe it would be only through a voluminous romance, still, here are some of the noticeable facts of my existence:
Loneliness, tears, disaffection, frustration, marriages, legal separations, divorces, widowhood, betrayals, disenchantments, privations, envy, rape, years of persecutions, statements, trips, absolutions, imputations, misuse of power, invasion of home, arbitrariness, calumnies, frauds, corrupters, corruption, grumblers, prison, injustice, prosecutors and fake informants, "evidence" and indictments.
As a result: Everybody adrift.
Countless medical examinations, tests and studies by psychologists (men and women), honest and arrogant psychiatrists, humiliations, anguishes, discrimination, disease, surgical operation, threats and attempted murder against my person, attempt to invalidate the decision of the people's voice (honourable jury), the wish of turning me into a prostitute, and much, very much more.
Tens of lawyers. Oral trial and
REAPPEARANCE OF THE TRUTH: VERDICT OF NOT GUILTY
Unprecedented but veritable real event:
Direct communication with Cosmic Beings
Light. Revelations. Truths.
Liberation - Love - Victory.
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ONE OF THE LACKS
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Ah… how I wished to be loved; hold into arms, that someone sung me a song to make me fall asleep, having heard, just even once: "My dear daughter".
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