I was part of the people that fight to find the Ways. I am like the people, walking, but with a total difference because I traverse them, even before, with the Truth.
I looked for and I look for at all healthy cost, to transmit the Answers that determine the direct course to happiness. I know that it is difficult to understand Truth,
when we are sailing in an ocean of lies. I know how difficult it is, for the lie to acquire its place and bristle passage to the Light, so the consciences can shine thus in wisdom and with impetus, to throw definitively to the garbage bin, the psychological crutches on which they shelter.
For that reason I say and I will say: -"Meanwhile I have life; I will not be silent!".
The time approaches verifiing what I say, and if you do not go back with urgency from the folly, your tears will not find friendly shoulders, hands to caress them and either arms where to lean. The people that has the bravery to coexist and take the High Universal Knowledge ahead, deserve to Be, and those who have not it, and proclaim Light
as a fraud, are walking by the cornice of a fatal precipice that will lead them to darkness. The Destiny of the people is in their own hands. Light must be faced in front, never on flank or backs. That one who does not have the capacity to see Her for being “blind”, besides not being able to lead the other “blind" people, would have to stop and think, instead of persecuting and harming, those who load the Torch that Illuminates, and should extend his/her arms to be oriented and to be lead to the Original Port. A "blind person", must not be placed as the guide of the others, because he will be leading them directly to the abyss of the universal darkness. When it is thus, the crime that he commits is Unforgivable, as Unforgivable is that perpetuated with Jesus. Those that are worth of His words in their own benefit, indifferent to the innocents which procure a reflect of Light, will Pay the universal consequences of the loss of a Son who will no longer Return to the True Father.
Each time that someone -moved by furtive interests- gather up for himself those who trust in him, he avoids them to enjoy the freedom offered by the Truth. Who deny them will be denying his Origins, Past and Future. Stop your ignorance. Do not continue damaging Jesus, who testified the Existence of the Father Light. Light is Love.
Love that harms those who prefer Darkness. If you vacillate before my words, you will loose your spaces and times! You will be throwing to the garbage bin the Right to Become to Be, to Be in Front of the Light, that does not own dogmas, rites, but has all the expansion and the equilibrium that demands: LOVE.
Modified in Londrina - Brazil on December 16th, 2006
FORTITUDE!
Cosmic Manifestation
Dedicated to humanity
I thought that when thinking I Existed!
I looked for by all the known forms,
to arrive at what they claimed to be consciousness,
shared consciousness.
I looked for, yes… Only I know how much I looked for!
With all the forces I walked.
With all the forces I rose.
With all force I sent my matter
before opposite winds!
But, I fell so many times on knees, overcome...
I seemed to be without sense, but there it always was with me
the ferocious weight of my consciousness.
Yes… she lashed and said to me:
you did not do what the forces gave you every day.
You did not fight with the tenacity that you said, that you would have.
You are not, nor even the shade, that you affirmed that you would be!
You are yes, propitious to be on knees, because before fighting,
you already recognized to have lost the battle, that not even was initiated,
not even try to win in your mind existed.
Yes… I thought that forces I had and I canalized them in a high ideal
not to feel myself collapsed.
There were many times that I looked for courage and fortitude.
Fortitude that not only the mind gave me.
Fortitude structure around me,
so that nothing could touch, subdue and debilitate
the small concentration of my dissipated conscience,
that was in a vain form, without will, lost, darkened
and taken by the neutrality of what I thought to be real; and it is not!
How many more times I will have to stand up
and to initiate a crazy and unbridled race, because somebody passing,
close or distant, said to me that the time that remains, is nothing!
I rise once again and I send myself to the race.
I feel that I am against winds unknown to me!
I get tired, I fall desperate, I take off all my skin
if it is necessary, but I rise.
I laugh at the childish things by me created.
I load the desperation of knowing that I do not understand,
and for not understanding, adrift, to the nothing I reach!
How many times I will punish my poor mind
so that it grows for its yearn opening?
I walk. I am pushed, taken by the winds
or dragged, but I do not want to remain stopped!
What I know, is that no longer I will crawl.
Then, I rise once again.
Load the anguishes of lived failures,
the twisted desperation of the non piety that they had towards me
and that with Me… I keep.
I want and I will rise again because the only thing that I feel
I want to continue feeling that is to know:
that the One that have passed, still Contemplates me!
I want yes, that of all my forces forth the yearned shout:
"NO! I DO NOT GIVE UP MYSELF. I DO NOT LET STAND STILL!
I AM NOT OF THOSE THAT REMAIN DULL!
I TAKE OFF MY SKIN IF IT IS NECESSARY, BUT I FOLLOW IN THE DIRECTION OF THE LIGHT!
I WILL CROSS ALL THE WAYS THAT MY FORCES CAN GIVE ME, BECAUSE IF I FALL FAINTED IN THE LAST STEP THAT THEY CAN OFFER ME, I WILL SAY WITH THE BIGGEST OF MY ARISEN CONSCIOUSNESS:
WITHIN MY ENERGY I WILL NOT HAVE TO NEST; WHAT IN A TIME, IN THIS TIME, WE CALL: CHARGE OF LOST CONSCIOUSNESS!"
March 29th, 1984
VICTORY - THANKS
Cosmic Manifestation
Times will come, and those that today laugh at what here is taught1 to them,
as much they will cry, that they will contribute to the seas
raise in excessive heights!
They will suffocate themselves in their own wounds, bitterness, failures,
and they will have a delayed consciousness of what they rejected.
In fact, those that therefore declared themselves like that, will be those that will adjust to their own ruins, thanks to the unconsciousness which they maintain,
and will plot a course… for the naught!
Do not allow time to be extinguished. Sharpen your memories.
Spaces and Times2 each time are shorter.
Proofs of an End? You have them and they will be deepened.
Violence will be released. Deaths in inconceivable tragedies.
Murders, uneasiness, spread corruption and others hidden.
Implanted hatred, violations, aggressions and tumults.
Agglomerate injustices, unknown diseases, misery and excessive traffic.
Accumulation of sensations unknown before, food and potable water shortage.
Floods and much, much more will whip humanity!
End of Times is beginning tightening the throats that will start to shout and
they will perceive that those Truths
they laughed at, and did not appreciate, will only have the echo of their calls… which will not be answered.
And those that fight for Being, that sincerely wish the Light in their ways, have
certainty: She will Guide You.
February 6th, 1984
(1)It refers to
High Universal Knowledge
(2)High-Priority Individualities shaped Spaces and Granted Times (among other
Missions), for the evolution of Energy.
IF...
TO MY FATHER
IF I COULD FEEL AS YOU FEEL...
IF I KNEW HOW TO VIBRATE IN THE SYNTONY THAT YOU VIBRATE...
IF I COULD PERCEIVE YOU IN THE WAY THAT YOU PERCEIVE ME,
IF I HAD YOUR LIGHTNESS TO COME AND GO...
IF I KNEW HOW TO CALL REASON, AS YOU KNOW SO WELL...
IF I COULD LEARN TO LISTEN, AS YOU LISTEN TO ME...
IF I WERE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND, THE WAY YOU WANT ME TO...
IF I COULD REACH TO PERFUME THE ROADS AS YOU PERFUME THEM,
TURNING THEM INTO GREEN FIELDS, CROWNED WITH FLOWERS
THAT SCENT THE UNIVERSE, WITH THE MOST PURE AND NICE PERFUME
COMING FROM YOUR UNIVERSAL LOVE...
IF I WERE ABLE TO STOP THE TIME
TO KEEP YOU WITH ME; A LITTLE BIT MORE...
IF I COULD STORE AWAY, CONSCIENTIOUSLY,
YOUR SLIGHTEST BREATH...
IF I HAD YOUR WISDOM, AND YOUR MAJESTIC APPEARANCE...
IF I UNDERSTOOD, AS YOU KNOW HOW TO UNDERSTAND...
IF IN YOUR EQUILIBRIUM, I KNEW HOW TO EQUILIBRATE MYSELF...!
IF I WERE A FEATHER, I WOULD FACE THE MOST TERRIBLE STORMS
TO REACH AND MEET YOU...
AND, HAD I THE POWER, I WOULD SHAPE MYSELF INTO ARMS,
I WOULD ASK YOU TO, IN A CHANGE, APPEAR IN ALL YOUR DIMENSION
AND COME TO ME, AND SOFTLY LAYDOWN...
I WOULD ROCK YOU WITH ALL MY LOVE.
I WOULD SING THE MOST BEAUTIFULL MELODIES AND I WOULD LULL
YOU ASLEEP WITH SUCH TENDERNESS THAT YOU WOULD NOT EVEN
THINK IN, OR WISH TO WAKE UP...
IF I WERE A GIANT, AND I ALREADY WERE IN YOUR UNIVERSE AS AN ENERGY,
I WOULD CALL ALL YOUR PROBLEMS TO ME...
AND IF I WERE NOT A GIANT, BUT A LITTLE ENERGY, I WOULD FIND
MY STRENGHTS, I WOULD LOOK FOR THEM WHEREVER THEY COULD BE,
TO GROW..., GROW..., TO REACH SUCH DIMENSIONS AS TO HELP YOU
IN ALL WHAT YOU COULD NEED FROM ME...
IF I COULD, I WOULD MOVE AWAY WHOEVER, CAME AND WANTED
TO PERTURBE YOU...
IF I WERE THERE WITH YOU, YOU WOULD KNOW MUCH MORE THAN WHAT
YOU ALREADY KNOW, AS I WOULD SHOW YOU, EVEN MORE THAN
WHAT I CAN SHOW YOU NOW...
IF I WERE THERE WITH YOU, WE WOULD HAPPILY RUN, OR WOULD IT
BE FLY, OR VIBRATE, OR PERHAPS JUST CHANGE...?
WE WOULD JOIN IN SUCH A HAPPY DANCE, THAT FOR SOME MOMENTS
NONE OF US WOULD KNOW IF WE WERE JUST BUT ONE.
IF WHEN I REACH THERE, COULD I BE WHILE IN YOUR UNIVERSE,
SO CHILDLIKE AS I AM NOT HERE,
IF I COULD UNDRESS OF ALL THE BITTERNESS KEPT, OF ALL
THE LAMENTSI FELT, OF ALL THE SUFFOCATED ANGUISH...
IF YOU ALLOWED ME TO EXPAND IN THE MOST PURE SENTIMENTS THAT ARE
RESERVED TO YOU...
IF YOU KEPT A CORNER FOR ME, VERY CLOSE TO YOUR FEET...
IF YOU ALLOWED ME TO MUFFLE YOU UP WITH MY CARESSES,
IF YOU WERE NEVER BORED OF THEM...
IF YOU COULD HOD ME, AND TELL ME THAT I WILL ALWAYS
BE YOUR DAUGHTER, THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN...
IF YOU CONCEDED ME THE LOVE THAT ONLY YOU; KNOW HOW TO CONCEDE...
IF YOU GO ON LOVING ME... YOU ARE DISTANT TO IMAGINE;
HOW MUCH I WILL BE ABLE TO DO.
BUT... IF SOMETHING HAPPENED, IF I COULD NOT STAY BY YOUR SIDE.
IF YOUR GIGANTIC PROBLEMS WERE THE CAUSE, FOR WHICH
I COULD NOT GET CLOSE TO YOU,
IF FROM AN ETERNAL APPROXIMATE, CONFLICTS WANTED TO SEPARATE US,
IF THE PLACE BY YOUR FEET WERE OCCUPIED BY SOMEONE ELSE
IF YOU HAD NO TIME EVEN TO LOOK AT ME;
IF THE MISTERIES AND SECRETS THAT I DO NOT KNOW COULD KEEP
YOU AWAY FROM ME,
IF THAT COULD HAPPEN... EVEN ACTING AS IF, BUT,
IF IT COULD HAPPEN, AND YOU FORGET ME, EVEN THEN, I WOULD
STAY BY YOUR SIDE...
AND DO YOU KNOW WHY?:
I WANT TO BE WHAT YOU ARE. NO MORE THAN WHAT YOU WILL BE.
I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, OR I WILL NOT, I WILL NOT BE,
I WILL FIND A WAY TO SCAPE, BELIEVE IT
BUT WHAT I KNOW, I TELL YOU:
I WILL BE WITH YOU, OR I WILL NOT BE.
VALENTINA DE ANDRADE February 4th, 1982
IF... TO MY FATHER
Grammar mistakes should not be taken in account as this was orally recorded in a live radio program.